17.5.09

I am not what happened to me

Morning Sweet Peas. Been a while huh. Anywho, this morning is yet
another gorgeous morning. The sun is bright & yellow. A gentle breeze to
get things going. A bit chilly to bring a morning jogger to wear a
hoodie but the sounds of nature is pleasing to my ears. I must say that
these last 2 weeks & especially this weekend has been exhausting to me.
With the last days of highschool, which has ended friday (hurray for
me), & relationship complications due to family issues... How does a Big
Dreamer Teen begin to balance all of that. I don't want to be a hopeless
victim of the past, but how do you mend & fix a life that hasn't even
started yet? & as for those who thinks/believes they know the answer...
let it be know that the answer only applies to yourselves. I am a
different individual, much like the diverse individuals at your local
grocery store, or the school your enrolled at, or even familiar, the
family you share tears & laughs with. We all cope/deal with something in
our lives. & we all cope/deal with those happenings differently. Some
better than others. Me? I am not only a individual amongst society, I am
an individual amongst my past, created by my past, however I am not my
past. =) did you get that [L.0.L]^lotz uf luv* I don't regret or
apologize for nothing I have become, said or done (so far at least). &
neither should you Sweet Pea. Only exclusions would be
1. I should have done this better
2. I should have said something
3. Etc...
& that kind of thinking will ultimately lead you to be who you want to
be. You are who you want to become...
CLOSING STATEMENT: IF THOUGHTS COULD BEND SPOONS, MOVE OBJECT, ALTER
REALITY, CRYSTALIZE WATER... CONSIDERING THE FACT THAT ROUGHLY 70
PERCENT OF YOUR BODY IS MADE OF WATER... IMAGINE HOW YOUR THOUGHTS CAN
CHANGE YOU... CRYSTALIZE
YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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