Leavin Him.

I assume your neglect in responding to my question as a confirmation
that you are in fact better without me. In my own opinion I can see how
that could be but I don't agree with you letting me go the way you did.
I don't agree with you giving up. I don't agree with your decision of
perplexing me with your words of im not happy with you quote unquote.
And I also don't agree with me simply walking away. There's a lot of
things we could have said and done but failed to do so. So all is as it
is now. And that's how it should remain in regards to my perception.
There is no doubt in my mind and I don't question assurance that you
have found ways to sleep without me next to you. If there were any
alternatives to my love I tried to give you I bet you spared no time in
taking it. Making that vacant spot whole again with someone else's
flesh. These are my last words to you papa, and my last favor I ask of
you. Forget all of me. The risks and the safety taken. Joy and pain. Up
and downs. Every inch of me, all except memories. Memories are forever.

The feeling is mutual. But I have to stand by my mssg. I have to stop
comming back to you. And you have to stop missing me. We both have to
stop everything. So tomorrow night im deleting you off of my myspace,
phonebook, and im only holdin on to our cherished memories. I encourage
you to do the same. I encourage you because I love you. And I want you
to be happy. Without me clouding your sunshine.